As I was reading Psalm 111, I realized just how inadequately I "match up" to God. So often I find myself believing the praises of friends and acquaintances who tell me how "good" I am - especially since I am willing to go to AFRICA. But a close (and honest) evaluation of how I measure up finds me wanting. Take a look at how the Psalmist describes God in Psalm 111.
2The works of the LORD are great, Studied by all who have pleasure in them.
My works, while they can be good, are not great. And I am sure that there are not too many who "study" my works and delight in them.
3His work is honorable and glorious, And His righteousness endures forever.
Again, I would not describe my works as glorious. And definitely my "righteousness" will NOT endure forever. It usually doesn't last a day.
4He has made His wonderful works to be remembered; The LORD is gracious and full of compassion.
My works will not be remembered - and for that I am grateful. There are lots of mistakes that I make that I want people to forget. And in regards to graciousness and compassion, I certainly have my moments but deep down I know that I am not "full" of compassion.
In verse 7, the psalmist points out even more evidence "against" me.
7The works of His hands are verity and justice; All His precepts are sure. 8They stand fast forever and ever, And are done in truth and uprightness.
Again, I try to be truthful and just, but my work and life is not ALWAYS sure. My works will not be remembered forever BECAUSE the are not always done in truth and uprightness.
9He has sent redemption to His people; He has commanded His covenant forever: Holy and awesome is His name.
I can not redeem people. I am unable to keep my part of the covenant. My name is not holy or awesome.
10The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom; A good understanding have all those who do His commandments. His praise endures forever.
Fortunately, I do not have to be discouraged or depressed in this self-evaluation. That is, IF I fear the Lord and not myself. Fearing Him is the beginning of wisdom. I would do well to do His commandments and not my commandments. I can join in this praise of such an awesome God. In fact, I can agree with the psalmist when he declares in verse 1:
I will praise the LORD with my whole heart,
In the assembly of the upright and in the congregation.
This is not self-pity. This is self awareness. More importantly it is God awareness. He is Big, and I am not.
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